I wrote reports that people didn’t read. I went to meetings that didn’t amount to anything. I argued about organizational politics that didn’t matter.
When I look back, I wonder how it was possible to be so busy yet doing so little. How did any of that really help our ‘beneficiaries’?
I’m pretty sure it didn’t. I don’t miss it.
–a friend, reflecting on his former life working at a big international humanitarian NGO in London
I didn’t agree with my friend when we had this conversation. However his words have echoed in my head since then–admittedly louder during bad, ineffective and inefficient moments.
This sentiment is not the whole truth of (big/international) NGOs. It is a partial-truth though.
There are no quick fixes to eliminate organizational inefficiencies or to maximize impacts for victims of rights abuses and aid recipients.
But even if this is a slow fight, this reflection reminds me what’s at stake if we don’t improve.